it's haRd tO pretenD.to be haPPy, when deep insYd u're bLeeding. u're fooLing everyoNe sPeciaLLy ur own seLf. quiTe siLLy buT this is reaLLy haPPening. everythin' becOmes sO irOnic. the reaL is oLwaYs in reverse. i hopE i cOuLd chaNge reaLity aNd puT it bacK to the truth. i wisH i cOuLd rewind everythin' and Live Like nOthin haPPend. i wish i couLd be haPpy as in REALLY HAPPY.....
>>>i wisH i cOuLd be free as in reaLLy FREE.
>>>if there's sOmeoNe wHo undersTands,theN wHere dO u thinK i sHouLd go nOw?
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