argghhh...another day has passed. and now back to school works. today, i've been in the mall with my friends. we watched fragile (not so creepy). we ate, roamed around and had fun. well, friendship really lasts forever!..i hope this won't be the last time..

we, im here iin one of the internet shops near the school.i shoud be attending the practice for our "rehiyon-rehiyon", but i got bored and so i went here.im aso one od the representatives for the engish quiz bee. hahaha. watta life.so now i got nothing to do.we just had our career talk and i earned....at east i can say i learned something. they shared something bout being professional. they shared their stories while in the years of studying and i can say that they're amazing. one was a story of mr....i forgot his name. but he's an orphan, with no parents and even siblings. her maother died first then after a coupe of years his father followed and unfortunatey his only brother.it's obviuos that it's difficult to study without your parents because no one supports you. and so, he became a student worker and supported his education and finished grade school and high school. when the time of college came, he was worried on how to attend class because of financia problems. so as aways he became a working student and honesty, a good hearted man help him and gave him 60 pesos per week as his allowance and also gave him rice. 60 pesos was enough that time and so he did his best to finish college and now he owns one of the leading company in the country.
what a story. i was so inspired because i knew that if it happend to him it can also happen to me and to everyone. now im more wiing to give my best in every thing that i do and i'll not let any problems hinder me from success.^^ hope that my experience helped u and aso inspired you..

when we're about to line up outside for our english class in the avr. i was surprised when i saw HER outside (crying). she went back to say goodbye to all of us and as much as i wanted to control my emotions, but i can't. i never went near her. i wa just in the corridor crying alone. my classmates saw me and knew why i was crying. i was hugged by all of my friends and i knew that many people loves me. im also thankful coz they knew me that well. i went inside the avr had my place at the back while my teacher was announcing the news that i never wanted to hear. and now everyone knew it. my friend, the one who never left me and who's with me through thick and thin is now leaving. she who was with me when i felt all alone, she who knew my first ever crush and who's always there to tease me when he's around. my friend whom i shared my dreams and promises with is now gone. i know it's not for good but it's for the better. she chose that decision and i understand her. it's just really hard to let go of the person when you are begining to accept and really know each other. i have to be happy for her coz i know she's happy with her situation right now. and me, im still here. waiting for the return of those people who left me before....but still moving on...goodbye my friend, until next time....

nakakainis yung araw na 'toh! badtrip!mawawalan ako ng isang super trustworthy na friend. bakit kasi siya pa!kung kelan natutunan ko na siya mahalin as a friend. ang hirap.kahit kanina hindi ko napigilan iyak ko. ang sakit isipin. mas maskit pa kaysa sa pakikipagbreak to eh. ngayon..wala na akong friend na tulad niya. ang hirap magmove on. gusto ko siya pigilan pero hindi ko magawa.sana maging masaya siya sa pagbabalik niya sa pinangalingan niya at ako naman sana makaya ko toh.
ang hirap kalimutan ng mga moments na nakasama ko siya. first crush ko sa room.mga problema ko siya nagpapayo saken. pinagtatanggol niya ako sa mga nangaasar. nangungulit pag malungkot ako.shet.anu bah!pare, bumalik ka na!hindi ko toh kaya. :'(

ngayon ko lang narealize...hahaha uo nga nakakamiss si raymart. but still, ok pa naman ako. madami nangyare. hindi natuloy yung praktis sa rehiyon rehiyon. and cards out na bukas. (gudlak jen, gudlak). and ngayon na mangyayare ung permit na (ahem nabuko).super hindi ko na alam gagawin ko! waaaH! at eto habang ginagawa k 'to kachat ko yung friend ko. we're talking bout something very sensitive. sana lang ung desisyon ko ay makakabuti sa lahat. oopps gtg!

it's been a hectic day!we were asked to come back at school at 2:00pm. everyone thought that we'll just watch rehoyon-rehiyon but to our dismay we had groupings for the participants for that event. the majority comprises the dancers and obviuosly the least were the prod staff. i was with the majority at first not knowing what group they belong to, but when i got some info's i mmediately transferred to the prod staff and though i only knew some of them i was like super confident to foll around, and i know that they knew me because of that. i was in the prod staff together with majo,april and joel(i think so). honestly we just wanted to go to ccp where we'll be having our workshop.(hahaha..babaw). but i know that for my personality i really deserve just to be behind the cam.hahaha.
talking about the grades, i got low in chem and obviuosly history. i was such a jerk to annouce this proudly to all of you but since i accepted the consequences of my absence, , i got 68 in history (but my teacher is willing to give out higher grade to make it like line of 7?) and 75 in chemistry (it was already increased in that condition!thanks for the cylinder red!) and there that's what has become of me now!hahaha dumb and jerk and fool.hahaha!

pasukan nanaman bukas. minsan naiisip ko parang ang ikli ng weekends. hahaha ikaw ba naman ang mag-MTAP every saturdays at i fullfill ang responsibility as a bestfriend and as a catholic every sunday. hai.at in between may memorizaxion at gwa pang ng homeworks hahaha. nakakabaliw.pero masaya...wala kang magagawa kundi magpakasaya at mahalin yung ginagawa moh. mag enjoy kahit alam mong may mga problema ka, hahaha. and bukas na pala yung reporting ko sa history ang super pinasa kong subject...haiiii.nakakatamad kasi hindi nakipagkooperate yung partner ko. matuloy kaya yung "PERMIT"? isa pa yun nakuh..super wala na akong pera ngaun at nag do2ubt a ako dahil sa sinabi ng bestfriend ko.nakakakaba na talaga, excited pa naman ako dati.bakit kaya ganun? sabi ko nga kay sonia kahapon, "bakit pag may okasyon o may mangyayaring maganda laging may masamang ngyayari bago un?" uhmmmm..get's nyo ba? parang may masasamang pangitain bago mangyari ung ineexpect mong mangyari..haii.sbi naman niya ganun daw talaga. pero hindi kaya may meaning yun???