happy new year everyone! i hope you'll have an unforgettable experience this season!^^ so, let's welcome 2007 with a BANG!hahahaha.i'll welcome it with a BOOM!hahaha!traditionally, new year is always acccompanied with resolutions. resolutions, of the things you want to change or you want to be in the coming year.(of course it's for your developement ar improvement).so, here, i'll share with you my own ner year's resolutions:- i'll be more responsible.(in terms of schoolworks and houseworks)- i'll lessen my habit of saying bad words (i admit it!hahha.i can't avoid it sometimes)- i'll avoid being sensitive(coz sometimes it ruins my entire day!)-i'll use money wisely now.(hahaha!)-to be active again in our youth organization and in the church-to be more patient in learning to play the guitar ^^well, that's all.i hope that i could maintain all of those resolutions!Labels: hapee new year
hahaahaha...masaya!kakarating lang ng aking ama galing sa nueva ecija at bute naman dahil may pasalubong ako!paborito ko kasi ung mga sweets na binebebnta dun lalo na 'tong makapuno hehe!(pakasaya!)infairness masarap xa.hehehe.i just thought of posting something new here kasi feeling ko nabubulok na ung blog ko hehehe.yan, bago nanaman ung layout, fave ko pa naman si badz!hahha.tapos naglagay na ako ng mga dagdag na links ko heeheh.ang sarap talaga.hahaha.may tanong ako, panu ba magpigil ng feelings sa isang taong alam na alam mong imposibleng magkagusto sayo?hahahanahihirapan ako eh.dinadaan ko sa biro pero waaah!!hanggang dun na lang ba un?hehehe!sana lang talaga hanggang crush lang toh!kung hindi!patay tayo dyan!hahahaha!dito na muna kaen pa ako!
Why do I cry???
A lot of things im wondring about
My feelings decisions and doubts
And now my loneliness embraces it all
My tears says it all
Completeness and thanking for such gift is now done
Facing the consequences is yet to come
But why do sadness often come
Why do I cry ???
I have such LOVING???
peopLe who gave me everything
But why am I not contented?why am I not happy?
though they almost gave everything to me?
If you just knew this feeling of hurt and hatred
you never wanted to hate them but you do
can’t blame yourself coz it’s how you feel
“and now you say I cry because I HATE YOU
aw saklap ba?hehehe wala lng ewan ko kung bakit q toh gnwa.
wondrin' why such title?well, im thinking bout that too so better not ask me..hahaha.well, as i've promised some of my friends, it's the last time that i'd be talking bout the special people in my life.so meaning, they won't be special anymore. i guess i better change the habit of "stoning myself"?aw.watever.for christmas sake!goodness!i'd better do this for myself.hehehe.i'd have enough and i don't want more.
anyway, christmas is coming so..there'll be alot of FOOD!hahahha!for those who are in a diet better get ready. hahaha.honestly, i don't feel the yuletide season that much. unlike before christmas season stars in october but now, it seems that it's just an ordinary holiday. maybe people just get used to it.or poverty and the decreasing economy is one factor.but im sure the spirit is always there. coz whatever happens christmas will always be dec. 25 so we can't do anything but celebrate and be happy for god's sake!^^it's the first christmas without my bestfriend.we are used to celebrating christmas together or over the fone but now they will be celebrating with their relatives.it will be hard and lonely but my relatives are also coming ( i guess) so it will be happy...i hope so.
well people, i guess i wouldn't be able to post for the next days so .................................HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
the xmas parti is now finished. and we're now heading to a new year.quite tiring and pressured this year but it's all worth it.im now getting used of our environment and the new faces and classmates.im hapee coz im taking my vacation with peace and harmony.enemies?i can't avoid havin' them but i know that time will come everythin will be alright. i just don't like fooling around and pretending that i llike them when i really hate them.hahaha.well, that's me.but im not that bad.
anyway, was surprised coz.... he hugged me!!!!!hahaha!i never expegt that this will happen! i was roaming around the corridor greeting and kissing my gurlfriends.and fooling with my guy classmates..when i went inside and went out immediately, i encountered HIM, and he opened his arms and like "ui paHUG naman.hekhek!" hahahaha!those were the words!hahaha!then i hugged him and i never thought that aiah( afriend of mine) saw the whole scene. when i went in front of the next rum, she told me " ui,nakita ko un ha?" as she pointed near the back door.hahaha!then i was hysterical and shouted at the top of my lungs.hahaha.but my feeling wasn't like before.i have this new prospect and i can't say his name or even a code name..oh well, let's just call him, "chimpanzeeng nagulat" hahaha!that was what i call him before when im telling him to my bestfriend.chimpanzeeng nagulat is a good guitarist. hahaha! he kinda nauthy but im amazed to see him in a serious mood one time.and he was so great.hahaha. i don't want this to be in detail coz my classmates might read this and discover my dark underarms hahaha i mean secret. ^^
wHat in the wOrLd!!!it's 10:35 am and im still undecided bout our dance. i really want to go but it seems that fate doesn't let me. i have a problem on what to wear coz im not fond of clothes and i don't know what kind fits me. and now my friend's texting me so i gotta go to be continued ...
hahahah!kasalukuyan akong nasa internet shop ksama ni susana my friend and classmate.eun wala kasing PE kya laboy na lang kami.dami nanamang nangyare ngeon. ung math prof namen super nagalet kasi, tama ba namang maglaro ng cards habang ngkaklase?tpos nung TLE nmen wLang teacher kya un parang avilon na2man ung rum.hai.pinagtatalunan ngaun ung food para sa x'mas parti, kung pot lock ba o order. mga xoxal ung iba gsto order mga buraot naman ung gusto pot lak at aq?nasa gitna basta may pagkain goh!hahaha!hai..hbng naghihintay ng oras ngbababad aq sa internet.hehehe.am boring na kaya i chose to do my blog hahaha!malapit na ung dance and hindi ko talaga alam kung makakasama ako. sabi ng parents ko ako daw bahala pero panu ba talaga?ung pera na pambayad ko dapt sa damit nabili ko na ng *bag* hahaha (pare, remember?) eun, kakatingin lang ni susana saken at sabi (yan k na2man?) hahaha! inggit na2man siya hekhek.!nakakinis sayang ung pinangbili ko ng fud knina.hmp.hehehe.pero at least nabusog namn ako.first time ko pa naman sa jolibee hehehe!this is too much na alis na ko, byes!!
happy feast day sTeng LHat!!!!hapee bday kay ms. bautista!hellow sa lahat ng Lucy 05-06'. eun hahahaha!an saia q feast dei n plah nten hahaha!hapee feast day ule! miss q na tlgah ung classmates q last year.hehehe.nakakamiss ung mga kainan s classrum. ung kagandahan q?!(aw!) hahaha.eun hope mging successful p taung lht and sna forever tong samahan nten!yun Ln!^^
haiii!hahaha sa wakas nakapag-post din ako. ang tagal ko ring nagpaka busy and napunta sa wala. well, hindi naman wala experience dn un noh!hahaha.we just had our rehiyon-rehiyon where the different cultures of the different regions in the country are put to life by every school in each barangay. gets?hahaha. eun.talo kami gudlak sa barangka kasi sila nanalo. tipid kasi sa lahat eh. looking at other schools pabonggahan talaga sa costumes tapos kami KAWAYAN? imagine.hahaha.eun. madami akong nakilalang bagong friends and masaya un. nagkaayos na kami ng dalawa kong kaaway kaya ayos na rin.enough of the past eto na ang present. super ang sama ng feeling ko these past few days.parang pinagdidikdiakan lang sakin ng mga tao na panget ako kahit di nila diretsohin. alam kong masama mag-isip ng masama laban sa iba pero it's about me naman eh. i feel so down. i feel ugly. super nega talga. aside from a classmate who always fool around and tell me "panget mo". lagi akong tinutukso sa isang taong di ko talaga kilala. at halata naman na di totoo un kaya super feeling ko pinagtritripan ako. tapos isa pa, kanina, nasa canteen kami, just after the earthquake drill, may mga lalakeng nantri2p tpos isa sa kanila ngsuot ng headgear tapos pumunta sa ilalim ko. then they were all laughing and staring at my damn face.eun. nag-walkout ako tpos ang masaklap narinig ng mahal ko ung nangyari and he approached me and asked if im ok. god!super dyahe!nakakahiya..bakit pa kasi siya nandun.grrrr.eun wala na akong mukhang maihaharap.puro kahihiyan na lang.haii..that's all..
