we had a very thrilling day. at first, we had 2 garded recitations/review.(tle and math) hahaha!im not yet called in math so i guess i'd better be ready or face the consequence. then in chem. we had this damn BLOOD TEST! (bloody and brutal blood test). they priked our fingers and squeeze out as much blood as they could. argh!! but i didn't participate anyway. seeing them holding the cotton ball full of red blood made me really CRY! hahaha. i wish my parents can see this so they'll know that their daughter is not for NURSING! hahaha. they said the blood test was a project in chem hahaha, it made me laugh because im sure most of us knew his/her blood type even without that violent blood test. then the requirements are due tomorrow( am i complete?!) well as far as i know i am. and now all im worry about is the exams and MTAP.
after class we went to florence's house and visited his uncle who died days ago. i was the last one who looked at the coffin because im not used to looking at other family's dead loved one. so florence accompanied me to face my fears. hahaha! i know i could do it with him though!hahaha!
then i'll share to you some of my silly works while inside the room waiting for our teacher.
LOKKING BACK, FACING NOW and PREPARING FOR TOMORROW
before was wrapped with challenges
rollercoaster path and meeting new faces
the debris from the past
are memries that will never last
before wa kinda tragic
everythin' was such a thrill
a bunch of first times and experiments
that's a once in a lifetime experience
but now is no time for looking back
it's the present that's more important
change for the better will make it alright
being you will make it right
expect a lot of challenges in the future
a different and complicated life
truly, times are tough nowadays,sweetie
but what matters most is your personality.
- while writing this susana my classmate wanna read it but i refused. then when im about to finish she told me "hay naku jenny wag mo na itago nakikita na ni florence yan!" i look back and saw florence as florence reading and saying what im writing.hahaha!happy!but im quite shy.hahaha!and here,there's another one.
IT"S JUST HIM
an ordinary passers-by
just a human being
cries and laughs like anyone else
commits mistakes like everybody does
some may say it's just him
but why do i see someone else?
i was blessed with such power
to see him in a special way
"it's just him", i say
but why do i see such a lovely creature?
and as i sigh with such disappointment
knowing that it's love that im feelin'
he is what he is
the person i look up to with such admiration
the boy i just saw and eventually fell for
it's just.......HIM.
i know it's weird.actually i feel like im writing nonsense.(oh god! i hope im noT!) haiiii.i wish i have enough words to say everything.if i knew all the languages in the world i would love to make poems and express myseld in different languages.so that everyone would understand me, so that everybody could hear me, even HIM.
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