my frends normally text me "mustah nah?". and i often answer "kK Ln" or "aUs nMan". but now, isay, "miserabLe pren". it's hard to pretend that you're fine when you're not. hahaha! before i was looking for problems and now i got it! i will make this blog very personal by telling you what im really into. at home, hahaha! i always recieve what my bestfriend call "gifts". gifts means the homily you recieve from your parents. ^^ im often surprised with anger and lots of homily 3 or more times a day. (even if i really did nothing wrong) and that makes me irritated. i always want to hang out or just go outside the house to breathe fresh air and to have SILENCE. those happend during my sem break. and now, im into school, im still having numerous problems!!! thrilling huh?! my grades went down because of my weeks of absence. and im now moving on and catching up. my classmates, as i was expecting were very different. im not that close to them coz they're not what im used to and im really having a hard time relating to them. but they're still approaching me once in a while. im looking for those friends i had before. ( maybe if i didn't transfer i would be happy right now) but what can i do? this is the only way for her to be happy. :(. and it's also for me to have peace of mind after all that i've done. im happy because im learning to face the consecquences of my wrong doings and i admit it's really hard. thank god i always have my bestfriend and some people who never lets me down and who's always there to listen. moving on seems to be forever..and what goes around really comes around.
